#09 - Like a cat tied to a stick

i have to vent. badly. i feel like a cat tied to a stick. i'm in financial straits and have no real options right now. i'm overdrawn in my checking account, i'm behind on my car payment, credit cards, have no money for food, gas or for my prescriptions i'll need refilled in the next few days. no one in my immediate family has the capability to loan me money, and even if they did, i have no idea how or when i'll be able to repay it. my license tabs are due next week, and i need to get my driver's license renewed. and until i do, i can't go to a food shelf w/o current ID. my friend tad is allowing me to stay here (at his place) rent-free, for now. if i don't have some sort of income in the next few weeks... well, it can't really get much worse than now... except that i may lose my car and have bill collectors constantly hounding me. right now i'm at a complete loss as to what to do next. i want to do things, but w/o money or a 'legal' car to drive soon, i'm stuck. like a cat tied to a stick.